Always 💙

I will hold your hand in the darkness

I will hold your hand in the light

I will be here for you in the good times

I will be here for you in the bad times

I will be with you when things just don’t make sense

And currently what you don’t see and I watch is your success every day and that my sweetheart makes me proud of what an amazing person you are and will always be

#livingwithgrief

10 year challenge

What a challenge our family has been through, but what an amazing bunch we are.

We have lost but we all still have each other and that’s more than anything else I could wish for. ❤️

Group family pictures are rare and trying to get everyone in the same place at the same time is a mission. I have always dragged them around exploring I hope that they have some good memories!

Resetting

We have just spent 5 fabulous days in Chamonix. There were many reasons for this trip but one was a break for me from the every day grind of life.

I have used the time to help reset my mental health, to give my brain space from the daily grind.

Now you don’t have to adventure miles away from home to do this but away from home is key.

In the main I have escaped:

  • The daily work job in health and social care.
  • The current fight of getting the children to school.
  • The daily house chores, washing, cleaning, tidying, cooking etc

And I have gained:

  • Many fantastic memories with my family.
  • Mind space, ready for the next innings.
  • A tidy house when I get home, I always make sure we return to a clean and tidy house.
  • A s*** load of washing, that can be done at the weekend.

And whilst I would love to stay here, I also can’t wait to get home to plan the next adventure and sleep in my own bed!

Chamonix-Mont-Blanc it’s been a pleasure visiting you.

An angels birthday

Happy heavenly birthday to my eldest step daughter, I love you more than words could ever express.

I miss you every day.

I try my best every day to take the family to the end of the day happy and with no troubles in their minds. Some days are much more successful than others and you are my drive to do that. I want every second we have to count.

No one could ever understand the challenges and darkness we face, but we face it together. The resilience that this family has is truly inspiring.

Asten Jones you are the only person to truly break my heart when you flew to heaven.

👼🏼💔

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